Monthly Archives: octombrie 2009

fotografii la care tin

emotions that nurture emotions

Rainbow-kids-714Hi, I’m here! I am inside you. I am so…shiny! I wish you would see me more often and pay more attention to what I tell you.

I was there when you cuddled in your mother’s womb and I was there when you first touched your parents skin. I was there when you were crying as well as when you laugh.

You may not remember the way you felt when your mom first hugged you, when her tears poured on your skin and her exhausted, slightly scared eyes wrapped you in the most tender looks you may ever be wrapped in.I was there when your dad squeezed you like a lime fruit to show all his affection at once, when your brother or sister said they loved you first.

Unfortunately I was there when you lost your bike, when you failed the exams, when you fell or when you got depressive because your girlfriend/boyfriend left you. I was there when they all yelled at you, when the world seemed like a storm…I was there, I am here, you never lost me…

because I am your emotions!

I’d go for 50% pleasure

De maine cel de ieri

Astazi, astazi e!!! Nu mai am nici un de maine in maneca, ceea ce e si bine si rau.

E bine pentru ca invat sa fiu aici, acum, sa incerc sa vad tot ce am nu ce voi avea si sa profit (in sensul bun) de oamenii de langa mine.

E rau pentru ca imi lasa un usor sentiment de panica, un usor sentiment de frustrare ca la sfarsitul unui „astazi” nu vezi rezultate prea mari. Abia dupa mai multe astfel de unitati incepi sa vezi diferenta.

De astazi SUNT EU, cu sau fara decor, cu sau fara aprobari, de astazi cred ca stiu ce e mai bine pentru mine si tot de astazi ma intorc la starea mea de supravietuitoare. Am invatat ieri ca nu e bine sa cobori garda daca nu stii inca ce vrei, pentru ca nu vei sti cum sa lupti pentru ce-ti doresti.

Astazi sunt autosuficienta pentru a putea sustine alti oameni. A fost anormal pentru mine sa caut un umar sa ma jelesc sau o mana care sa ma sustina. Daca e sa fie oricare dintre ele, va trebui sa fie din mers, de astazi nu mai stau pe loc, nu mai astept, nu mai sper, astazi SUNT si ma bucur!